I am so lucky to have the support system that I have.  I don't know what I would do with out my wonderful siblings.  They are constantly checking on me to make sure that I am okay.  Which is awesome, because I am not usually okay. Their support is amazing. My parents are so great, they want me to be happy so bad.  They just want to make everything okay for me.  Last weekend was terrible, Zac kept the kids at home and I left.  I bawled the whole weekend and had to listen to my MIL tell me that she would like to slap us both.  Some friends of my parents who I have know and loved while growing up, told me to get myself over to their house to stay and they were serious.  It was so nice.