You may look at my previous posts and wonder, "What the HELL happened?" Well, guess what? I don't know either. One day I thought we were happy and the next he didn't want to be married anymore. So, now I am a soon to be ex-stay-at-home mom trying desperately to find a job, in an area with no jobs! College degree seems to not mean much anymore and the years I spent helping build up his career doesn't either. I sound bitter. Well, maybe I am today. Tomorrow, I might be sad or humiliated or angry. Who knows? I don't.
Mostly I feel bad for my sweet children, who are so wonderful they don't deserve this in their lives. I wanted better for them, I wanted them to have the whole world. I feel like they got ripped off, this wasn't how it was supposed to be. Yet, this is how it is and I guess I will just pull myself together and go on.
Hillary! You dropped of the face of the earth then you come back with this? when did all this start happening? I am disguisted at him, I always thought you were way to good for him but I trusted your judgement. You are right your chidren and you do NOT deserve this. I'm so sorry :( do you still have my number?
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